20-12-2008 (saturday)

it's a saturday night.... always... in the past... my family would call me in this night... i really love this day.... when i can talk to my family... to share my problems with them.. to tell them what i have achieve... to tell them that i was alright...  to..................................

that no longer happened..........

i will just keep myself very very busy to temporarily forget about all other stuffs.... like what i'm doing right now.... i will become an extremely busy person... not because of i'm very hardworking ... but simply that i want to forget..... and to not remember, the happening that i dont wish to remember....