30-11-2008( Sunday)

i was still in the hospital.... as always, i slept on the sofa the night before... this day was the day when the doctor declared that she was free to discharge herself and go home... i thought it was a good sign for her... but when i read the report card... everything went wrong.. she was dehydrated, the cancer cells already on the boundary of her central nervous system... i saw only a sentence in the report card which read :" general condition improve".... since then... i knew.. there was hopeless...

sunday... today was the last day she ever talked to me in my life.... but i really hate to stay at home.. hence the next day.. monday... i drove back to UM... back to my second home... fifth residential college... where i have also a story to tell... where i have been going through some difficult moments in my life... where i was hurt by friendships.... and where i realized what people can really do to you in order to achieve something... somthing i thought we should have only achieved through hard works....

to be continue...